I have to hurry and cover my whole body with something before the Sands of Time come again. I am woken up to sounds of birds chirping from the nearby tall trees in their cozy nests and alarming me morning has arrived. Thump-thump as I reassure my heartbeat is moving at a normal pace. I don’t want to wake up. Let me sleep Time, I thought aloud. Three minutes. No, I have to get out of bed, Time is harsh and you can never get it back, everyone knows that. I remove the bed covers over me and scoot it to the side. I hold on to the bedpost end and slowly make my way out on the floor. My foot won’t ever get better til I go to the doctors, I thought. Huh who am I kidding thats just a waste of money, I would burden my parents with great debt. Gradually I make my way across the door holding on to any standing objects to keep me balance. It’s been like this for three months already. I head to the bathroom glancing at my parents’ room before ducking inside. Mom is watching her shows. It’s always the same routine. Pee and wash up, sometimes. I head back to my bed, my foot getting used to morning again. What to do now. Ah i should finish that book and then play on the laptop. Read only two chapters, lazy to finish. Time to play the laptop. Google, Facebook, SNSDKorean, Allkpop, then Youtube; always the same.
College starts tomorrow. I feel relieved. Remember to sleep early. I’m hungry Time to eat. What food…how about cereal. Today lets have frosted flakes; in the mood for sugar. Head back to my room and climbed on the bed staring at the laptop. I’m bored someone save me. To be continued….maybe
May contain spoilers. Read at own risk.
Well I’ve been dreaming about this guy lately who is somewhat close to me. Ok he’s my coworker but that’s not the point. When I first started working under him, I was perfectly fine and emotionally controlled but as days pass by working and talking with him I’ve started to develop a crush on him. Now usually when I have a crush on a guy, it’s not always for long. The last time I had a crush was about a month but for this guy it’s been a few months or so. Now he has a girlfriend and I am definitely not the type to go after them. I respect my friends’ relationship and I definitely don’t get involved unless they ask for help. Anyways totally not going to steal and besides I’ m no competition. I have self-esteem issues as it is and not always confident about my body.
You know college isn’t meant for everyone and I don’t mean not having the money to attend one. I think college is an educational institution where you have to have that motivation to keep on striving and achieving whatever you want to achieve. I feel though that sometimes we do work that are pretty meaningless mostly these long ridiculous essays that are required to be done.
I love food who doesn’t? Well those type of rare people who can’t eat everything. Poor soul. :(
So my second attempt in making a strawberry banana smoothie today was somewhat of a fail but it doesn’t taste that bad actually.
I love smoothies but I’m so not good at making it. But what I can make is baking cakes but not homemade, you know the ones with just the cake mix and add water and eggs. But I do enjoy making it and sharing it (depending with who). :) Here’s a couple of cakes I made before
a sprinkled heart shape cake (top) and strawberry cake (below)
I still make cakes but not a lot, just on special occasions or when my mom wants to eat it.
We’ve all been there right? Finding about yourself and how you interpret that into thoughts and emotions. But sometimes there are things you dont like about yourself which excludes physical looks (very tired of hearing those types of complaints). It could be that you’re a party animal, obsessed with crayons, or even the bigger question: am I gay?
You know from time to time I thought about blogging, whether it be my life stories or just random thoughts in my head. It makes me feel more at ease because I think constantly and I need to put it on paper or in this case page. I dislike having all these thoughts and not being able to express it to my friends. I should have taken blogging earlier but I’m good now. So any thoughts in my head..